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i knw its the toughest n difficult time..... u told u wont let me forever 4 anythings n promised me.... even we had lot of fights....Y u left me alone ??? u told tat u changed 4 me tat watever we fight u come back 2 me.... bt nw????? u knw am little idiotic and more sincere and sensitive feeler....u think i blamed u ....i nvr think 2 hurt u ... every morning s like curse 4 me...yup i expctin 4 ur call and msgs ....still my heart expectin u... i hope u ll be back... yup u ly kept ma purity... ma purity s measured by u ly...u told tat u changed ur life rule for me...i dint ve any girl like u to get such gifts and best tiimings...i had a confidence tat u ll be wid me forever...if u think am wrong.... am so sorry... bt how can i give up u in ma life... i dint meet any other girl like the way i met u...sumtime i feel like 2 die...bt i ve to do my duties 4 my sisters.... i cant think any other girl in ur place. u ly can fill tat... how i told ur result after 3am even network busy? dont u think abt my affection on u...u scolded me bad lot of things... still i dont care such words...bcas i gave u al rights on me...dint u cried 4 me ? did anywhere i break ur feelings? did anywhere i ignored u ? dont u knw how i feel? u know i feel ,even unknwn girl cries means...than dont u knw how i feel for my dearest (you) cries means? dint u make me cry b4? dnt u knw the value of a boy tears? u are the one among who , medicined 4 ma 1st love along wid ma sisters... still am waitin 4 ur re-entry in ma life.i dont want u to get far 4m me.dont ignore me. .u knw how pure am I?i cant change my mind or concentrate in anything..i cried 4 my sister too, u knw well... i feeld for her too... dnt u knw hw i feel for u ? so much pain in my heart... hope miracle ll happen.... u r just girl 4 others... bt 4 me u r spcl among all ... tats y i spend most of time wid u ...dint i cry b4 u for my family prblms... didnt u care me? if u gone, who goin to ask these all ? i supportd u watever parents scolded u lot of times... i feeld for ur tears while we figthing....is it possible to 4get which we exchanged little gifts while we met? i dont ve idea or willing to give keychains... Y i give some collection to u?...i juz changed myself 4 u...u knw reason y i dnt ve idea to give keychains...y i get ur record note? bcas i ve sense to view handwriting beauty... ur handwriting is the first thing i asked it frm u and still having it.am ly the person who got lot of hurts and angry frm u and still carin and affection on u. me ly knw to handle ur angry u knw.. how can i hate or forget the loved one? i cant do it....u knw previous one left me n went wid wrong guy!!!! but wats happening nw? seekin for ur call n smile... hope u understand my thought very well....